Wednesday, March 30, 2011

6dp5dt

Having a horrible day today :( I literally did not sleep a wink last night - I just lay awake tossing and turning all night. I got up at 1am and did a sneaky cheapie hpt - BFN. Prob too early anyway. I've been having really bad periods pains all night and today. I'm just convinced it has not worked. I know I felt like this last time and it did work but feel so defeated. Definitely not gonna do anymore sneaky tests. I'm just gonna buy a First Response and do that on Saturday. I will definitely know by then. I came home early from work to try and sleep - I got 2 hours. I have 2 very busy days in work tomorrow and Friday so hopefully I'll just plod along until Saturday.

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  1. Hi, found you on Cyclesistas - just wanted to wish you well during the big wait! I think every time I was SURE it didn't work I ended up pg, so maybe it's a good sign for you. Hang in there - only a few more days!

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  2. That's so crazy because I didn't sleep a wink last night either. The cramps were really getting to me. Ugh! If this is how you felt for your last cycle and it was successful, then you just need to hold onto that. Remember that, when you're feeling defeated. At least you have a couple busy days ahead of you that'll hopefully make time fly by for you. :)

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  3. Thanks guys, just so hard to remain positive. Your comments help though, thanks :)

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  4. Must be something going on around the world... b/c I didn't sleep very well either ! I felt how you're feeling at exactly the same point in my cycle... keep looking after yourself and distracting yourself until Saturday. It's so hard I know, but don't end up in the downward spiral that I did.... positive hormones must help the little one along. Thinking of you in this awful part of the cycle xoxo

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