Sunday, October 16, 2011

Transfer tomorrow.

All going well, this time tomorrow I'll be PUPO. Starting to get a tad nervous.

Myself and DH were chatting earlier and we were saying that it is just so hard to get any way excited. We really feel burnt out by the constant treatments. Have a feeling if this doesnt work, we will just forget about the whole thing. Never EVER thought we'd feel this way. DH said he feels broken by it all...but when u come to the end , you come to the end.

Anyway all I can do right now is hope for the best.
My plan B if it doesn't work is to instantly join a gym and get working out. I want to get my body in the best shape for Xmas.

Feeling a little crampy this evening, think stress is a factor. Hopefully the Valium for the transfer will keep me relaxed tomorrow.

Will update tomorrow.

4 comments:

  1. Best wishes to you for a smooth transfer and being on your way to PUPO!

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  2. I can completely understand how you are feeling...there comes a point where you do feel "broken" in so many ways. I wish you the best of luck for tomorrow!!!! Thinking of you.

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  3. Wishing you the best of luck tomorrow!

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  4. Good luck with the transfer...hope it went great!
    Before my last transfer (5th IVF procedure), I was feeling just like you...felt like if this doesn't work it is over, I can't do this anymore, and get me to a gym so I can have my body and my life back!
    And then I ended up pregnant with twins. Soooooooo hoping the same happens for you...

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