7dp5dt

I got a really good night's sleep last night - totally needed as I was pure exhausted. Work was hectic and I went to clinic for intralipids after work. Cramps were pretty intense all day. Really really feel it hasn't worked. I have been wrong before but....
All my stats throughtout the cycle have been spot on - so my head is telling me it should work. The cramps/period feelings tell me otherwise.:(

We'll see....

6dp5dt

Having a horrible day today :( I literally did not sleep a wink last night - I just lay awake tossing and turning all night. I got up at 1am and did a sneaky cheapie hpt - BFN. Prob too early anyway. I've been having really bad periods pains all night and today. I'm just convinced it has not worked. I know I felt like this last time and it did work but feel so defeated. Definitely not gonna do anymore sneaky tests. I'm just gonna buy a First Response and do that on Saturday. I will definitely know by then. I came home early from work to try and sleep - I got 2 hours. I have 2 very busy days in work tomorrow and Friday so hopefully I'll just plod along until Saturday.

5dp5dt

Woke up with quite bad cramps this morning. Felt very down. Still crampy, no sign of spotting which is good. Lower back very sore. This really could go either way. 2ww really is horrible. Looking forward to getting intralipids on Thursday as I'll feel like I'm doing something proactive. This is hard.....

4dp5dt

Not much going on today. Not really crampy anymore just VERY bloated. Totally exhausted after work today, just nipped to the shop to get some food in for dinner and now restng up on couch.
I hope to get to bed early tonight. Might post later :)

3dp5dt

Woke up with more cramps this morning, feels like AF is about to start. I keep willing my embies to hang on in there, it's all I can do. Doesn't help that I ate a whole punnet of grapes yesterday so feel extra bloated today!!!!

Will post again later.

2dp5dt

Well it's been two days since the transfer. I am still resting up in bed. Still feeling crampy but more of a heaviness now. Don't really think the Salbutomal made any difference to be honest. My lower back is killing me, maybe from lying in bed too long. I'm a nervous wreck everytime I need to use the loo for fear of seeing blood. I'm gonna go to my mam's for dinner later and hopefully have an early night tonight. Tomorrow I'm gonna go to to the cinema with DH - I want to see that film "Limitless". Then I really do have a busy week in work. I'm a teacher by he way! Which means I finish work at 2.40pm - which is usually great but means I have more time to kill on the 2ww!!

Thursday I am booked in for my second round of intralipids. One of my best friends just had her first baby there last Monday. So I plan on spending an evening with her this week too.

Hopefully it'll fly in!!!!!!!

Salbutomal

Well DH picked up my Salbutomal a few moments ago. It's also known as ventolin- used to treat asthma. Apparently it relaxes the uterus. Fingers crossed as I could really do without these cramps! Hopefully it'll kick in soon. Will update later.