Hard day

I started off strong, a few crying sessions, but got up, showered, dressed, put make up on, did my hair. My mam called in to see me. There were tears, she is truly devastated. But I held up strong, we talked things through, I felt better.
Kept the strength, me and DH popped out for McDonalds (yum). After that, I just went downhill, crying so hard I could barely breathe.

I'm going to see a counsellor this week...I need help with this grief. I need to come to terms with everything I have gone through with infertility. I also had a very sick DH over the past 12 months, I never dealt with that. He's doing great now BTW!

Will post tomorrow!

D & C

Booked in for d and c today at 11.30. Just want it to be over with now so I can move on.
The hurt is really kicking in now. Think I was just in shock yesterday.

Over :(

Went in for 12 week scan this morning. No heartbeat, baby measuring at 8.5 weeks. Going to early preg unit for further scan and to discuss options.

Numb at the moment.

10 weeks 4 days

Just counting down the days until our 12 week scan, I'm nervous but excited about it. I just wanna hear that everything is ok!
I'm feeling good, still EXHAUSTED (need a mid afternoon sleep daily). Today I'm extremely bloated, which is very uncomfortable. Also looking forward to coming off meds when 12 weeks, I have such a routine now or taking them, that it will be weird going cold turkey!

Anyway that's all from me or the mo!!

8 weeks 4 days

Still going strong. I cannot get over the tiredness - I could literally sleep all day!
Can't wait for 12 week scan - it is booked for the 29th of July.

Symptoms: Tiredness, slight sickly feeling now and again, cramps have eased a bit, still bloated in evenings.

Going away now for 2 weeks - looking forward to a change of scene!