Well my first week back to work wasn't too bad at all. My colleagues were so supportive and had lovely, encouraging stories to share with me regarding their own experiences with miscarriage. It felt good to be back at work, and to be busy and focus on something other that TTC.
I have a feeling my AF is gonna start soon - quite crampy at the mo. When it does arrive, I can start on BCP and then sort out dates with the clinic for upcoming FET. A part of me feels guilty to start BCP - it just feels so wrong - weird I know.
Really trying to remain positive. There is every chance it will work. But I suppose I really have to think about how I'll feel or what I will do if it doesn't work. Scary.
Good luck. I hope it all goes in quickly.
ReplyDeleteGlad your first week back was good.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about feeling like you have to think about how things will be if this FET doesn't work...I always felt better having a contingency plan, even though it's so easy to say no need to think about that until it actually happens. (I'm pregnant in my first trimester and STILL thinking those thoughts...what will I do if I miscarry again...how will I handle that?)
Good luck with your FET. Will be following and cheering you on!
So sorry that I missed your news... you have been through so much and my heart goes out to you. Lovely to hear that you're feeling up to another FET... and will be cycling with you. Love to you always xoxo
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